went shopping today

«I don't die - I don't fall in love. and if other people die or fall in love they always do it when I'm not there. you are quite right; life to me is just a spectacle...»

where angels fear to tread, e. m. forster

there's this,
it's complicated.
a brief history of hypochondria:
she feels, she says.
always the love stories, but
let's fake no more.
we can be happy ever after
or just until tomorrow morning.